NK KEJE APE YEK??

Monday, July 27, 2009 8 comments

When you still in standard 1, when your teacher asked you, “what is your ambition?”. Ehm…what would you reply? Whether doctor, singer, scientists, policeman or superman? Every human standing on the Mother Nature have their own ambition although their already have their own occupation. But you will not get all, what you dream for.

Let my story begin. When I studied I primary school, I have a lot of ambitions. I want to be policeman, scientist, singer, artist….( too many that even I couldn’t remember all). Every year, my ambition will be changed. So bad ya!!! When I started my secondary school, I still didn’t have permanent ambition. When the teachers asked me, my mind already has answer skim,” sainstis cikgu !! ” Okay, when I wanted to further my studies for upper form, I faced my hard part when I had to choose my course to study. Ahhhh….I didn’t know!! Just let it be??? At last, I picked principle of accountancy (which I ranked it at last choice when I lower form). I rejected the course that related with biology because I didn’t want to be a doctor although my mother works as nurse (even now she still always nag to me because do not want be a doctor). I’m not too brave with blood. Okay, while I was form 5, I taken Art as my additional subject. Since of that, I put my aim to be an architect. I really like art although I’m not ‘pro’ on it.

After SPM, I further my studies in Matriculation College. I changed back ambition to accountant because I took principle of accountancy course (that the only course that really related with my SPM result). Ehm..after that I enter the university. “Business Information System”, my course now. What should I be? How about businessman? What should I sell? Carpet, perhaps. I don’t know about my future. But, I believe that I should work hard and do my best.

“If I can’t be the star in the sky, I still can’t be diamond on the land or even pearl in the sea”

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SAYE PUNYER KAWAN

Sunday, July 26, 2009 4 comments

I’m just wanted to dedicate these words to my beloved friend. He just went without said goodbye and wave. Although we met accidently and just spent just a short period, I will miss you. Thank God because created him as one of mine friends.

You like bullied, teased and stared at me. But, that made us closer. You like to make me laughed with all you joke. You made me as your friend although other looks weird on me. Maybe now, I couldn’t see your smile. Your already went to other place even I didn’t know where. You just left me clueless, without even one piece of puzzle. But, I believe that every cloud has silver lighting. You already took your own path and I hope that you would success in your life. Forget me not. Forgive my entire mistake that hurt you. Remember that you are not alone. Every one of us here will remember and pray for you.

"You Are Not Alone" by MICHAEL JACKSON

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

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